my life my joy...never been urs

postoo postoo

2009-07-22T17:27:00.001+08:00

wow..its been like ages since my last update...well...nothing much to say..i just dunno how to express everything lately...

well.. at 4pm sharp..arrived at my uncle's clinic.. DR WAN ALI .. i was lucky coz by the time i was there...there's no other patient other than me..so there's no need for me to queue up...then he checked me....everything...temperature...my throat...my heartbeat... i thought it was nothing..but then he told me "well...take this meds first..n we'll see in this 3 coming days...if there's no change or it is getting worse...let me know ...we'll do xray and dot dot dot..."..wow...never believe that i will hear that thing to happen to me...hiks..thought that this is just a small problemo...but i guess..yeah..anything can happen wif Allah's will....SubhanAllah...n Alhamdulillah..praise to Allah for giving me this wonderful life :) ...

i think that's for now...ill try my best to keep this blog update more frequently... hiks....macam la ada org baca pun...well...this is for u guys out there..

for you guys...especially farah,azie n juan!

2009-02-28T21:31:00.004+08:00

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AIMAN MISSS U GUYS ALOT!

erghh

2009-01-21T17:53:00.002+08:00

ergh...tension...flu...sick...headache..migraine...whatelse..my brain seems want to find its way out of my head!dunno why....went to doc last monday....my temperature was high..i was lucky i made it in time (said the doc..not by me la)....if i hold it much more longer..it might affect my nerves..something like that i think.....ahaha....maybe its due to its too hot..i dunno..my science background is not that good anyway...well..so far...i need to rely on my medicine to stay FIT(sehat la wei)...mm...then..yesterday......my nose started to bleed..ahaha....panas jak2 badan aku..bingong......im so VULNERABLE!...what to do..thats me....sampei dpt gelaran dr kwn2 ku di perlis . "KULIT ORG KAYA"...ahaha...k lah..nothing much.....saja jak..tension actually...dahla demam....i missed like....4 classes...n now im so damn BLUR!.....dahla esok anta assignmnt..n ive done NOTHING....NUNKA!~Nadaaa.....k lah..later..tengah pening....bye bye...ahaha...entah..aku x tau nak tulis ape..

TAGGED by Serena!

2009-01-21T17:44:00.002+08:00

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

1. I have a really weird hobby of collecting Handphones.

2. I always feel that i am young...although i LOOK OLDER THAN THAT .

3. Im so *** ...ahaha

4. I love cooking and eating.

5. always think bout EVERYTHING..i mean EVERYTHING!

6. I hate myself. I would see myself in the mirror and wish it was someone else i see...

7. My classmates say that i am clever..i dunno why..i hate it so much.

8. I am choosy when vegies! ahaha...so what?

9. I can be the best pretender and also very good listener! cry on my shoulder aight?

10. I love to karaoke!haha..my passion?

11. My fav song to dance to is pitbulls - crazy.

12. I hate **** sm***n.

13. I sometimes sleep with nothing.

14. My dream holiday destination is CEBU ISLAND.

15. I love my FRENS. luv u guys!

16. I think i have some serious ISSUES.

tag : sexy ..ahaha..

2009-01-11T02:26:00.004+08:00

Cara-caranya:
1) Sertakan tiga keping gambar anda yang anda rasa paling seksi.
2) Tak semestinya tak berpakaian atau mendedahkan, mungkin anda rasa senyuman anda masa itu adalah seksi, sertakan!
3) Nyatakan kenapa gambar itu begitu seksi di mata anda?
4) Tag 5 orang yang seksi.

sBB org ckp aku nampak lain!

sbb akhernye aku dpt blaja kame hame ha

time nie nak beraye...rase sexy sbb dpt duit

1. bun
2. farah
3. azie
4. juan
5. sesape lah (xnak bg nipon..kang prasan sexy terus)

2nd week of the new sem and one whole day celebrating FARAH's!

2009-01-07T22:10:00.004+08:00

aduh....seriously....nak gune bahase yg senang phm je lah ek...mm....stakat nie.boleh la...pressure blom lg dirasai..just letih coz still x dpt nak sesuaikan diri dgn waktu kelas....everyday pkl 8 pg start...ahah..maybe n 2-3 weeks time i can adapt myself..insya Allah...mm..yeah...yesterday...i went for my FAR 450 class...then out of sudden...mya coordinator askd my fren...WHY DIDn't i ATTEND the far 400...adoh..i was like..FUCK OFF...wei miss..saye lulus sume paper la miss..alabai..sedih lak bile teringt balik..sampaikan die boleh ckp aku repeat paper.....seriously....when someone who gives ur a knowledge for a certain subject...n he/she assume u fail..but u did not...how do u feel?so this afternoon..i went to see her to clear things up...and she said she's sorry...cause she told me that she is phobia cause the results last semester was damn terrible..ahah..well....i understand but somehow..i just felt so down by her statement..coz actually she askd bout me in front of the WHOLE STUDENT..xpelah...abaikan...back to the beginning...mm..entah..aku rase sem nie result aku maybe akan naik..sbb ade paper LAW,ECO and Marketing And Human Resource...entah...tetibe je aku rase aku boleh score paper2 tu...maybe because aku minat?maybe because bende tu senang?or maybe because..entah..korang pk2 je lah...biaselah..aku nie kan raje sgala raje dalam hal-hal goreng menggoreng...last2..ape yg aku goreng tu sume menjadi...ahaha..OOO...no wonder my coordinator ingtkan aku fail...coz last semester...i didnt do 2 questions that consist of 47 marks BOTH...but well..MY LUCK i guess..ahaha...nak cakap ape cakaplah...yes..I AM N I DO N I STILL PROUD OF THAT u know guys....well...yeah...so far..everything goes well....next week will try to send the transferring letter for approval...and we see where it goes from there..so..till then..SALAM

p/s : FARAH..happy belated birthday..ahah....aku sik la dpt call kau di london nun....tp kau dpt msg aku la nak?miss u gurl

I LIKE TO MOVE IT

2008-12-31T04:28:00.002+08:00

Go to your playlist on your PC/Laptop/MP3/iPod etc, put it on shuffle and as you read each question, click on Next and write the title of the song on play as your answer. Don't cheat! It's funnier that way

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Entah - Afgan
-> ahaha...mmg aku akan jawab entah.....coz it all depends on that person....

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
1, 2 step - Ciara
-> haha....really love to PUMP it Up...1 2 step juh farah , azie and JUAN..rindu my waja time :(

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
If you were a boy - shawn stockman
-> ahaha...yeap..if you were a boy..matila..kantoi

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Selamat ulang tahun sayang - imran ajmain
-> Bye Bye 2008...Hi Hi 2009...Slamat ulang tahun sayang..happy new year!ahaha

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
god must have spent a little more time on you - nsync
-> matila.....i care bout my frens....spent more time on u syg

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
i drive myself crazy - nsync
-> ahaha..drive myself crazy wif my carS!....raon2 pasar ajuh!

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Ku mohon - sheila majid
-> adeh..kawan ku memohon aku berubah!ahaha..

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
ill be loving you - westlife
-> yeap..its all about my lovelife n my love to my frens..miss them all

9. WHAT IS 2+2?
ill be loving you long time - mariah carey
-> ahaha..apakah maksud...adakah maksudnya karma?aku dgn nya time jaman jahiliah..now dgnnya agik?ahaha

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Only One - Yellow Card
-> aieh..only one..yeap..there will be only one farah amami...one redzuan..n one AZIE nurazrin..muax!..ahaha

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I believe in you - celine dion and il divo
-> adeh..yeap..i do believe in you.....200%..but...why...

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Menjaga hati - yovie & nuno
-> menjaga hati semua org..my parents..my love..my frens...

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Mungkinkah - sheila abdul
-> mungkinkah aku jadi artis?mungkinkah aku jadi rebutan ?ahaha..MUNGKIN

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE
Rawan - azharina
-> uih...harap bakal bini ku seorang PERAWAN..ahaha

15. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
T-shirt - shontelle
-> tshirt?...ahah..my parents really mad bout me spending like hundreds for a tshirt....SIck of this dress :(

16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
GAGAP - stacy af
-> ahaha..i will be GAGAP...i dunno how to dance..DUH!

17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
there's gotta be more to life - stacie orrico
-> matila..ahaha...sak org sik sdih gilak..theres gotta be more to lifeee...than chasing everyTHING

18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Make love in this club - Usher
-> Uih...kantoi..pech Lobs...yeah..i do love to make love...but so far..not in this club! :P

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
felliz navidad - jose feliciano
-> aik?apa reti?i wanna wish u a merry xmasss...parai...

20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
ajariku rahasiamu - tangga
-> teach me..to be strong like u guys..i need the strength guys..sedih ku sorg2 di kch

21. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
I learned from the best - whitney houston
-> huhu.....yea..learned from the best....learned from u..u teached me how to be cruel dear ....congratsz..

22. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
sephia - sheila on 7
-> aaa??mati as a whore ka aku?or mati dibunuh sephia?ahaha...

23. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
jauh di sudut hati - sudirman
-> its alrite....biar ku simpan..semua di sudut hati ku...biar aku sorg yg menghadapi perpisahan ini...sayanggggggg

24. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
stop and stare - one republic
-> matila...berenti tgh jeraya...n nyeling org yg rasa kacak gugok..ahaha

25. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
i have nothing - katherine mcphee
-> yeah...when i have nothing....when im equals to ZERO...i hate it!i hate of being lonely

26. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Livin your life - rihanna
-> adeh...im going to live my life.....live life to the fullest...will i ever get married?maybe NOT

27. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
sebelum cahaya - letto
-> huhu..yeah...sebelum mendapat cahaya keimanan..aku hidup dlm ketakutan...

28. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
halaman asmara - ziana zain and awie
-> aie...sapa suka aku di kch tok?halaman asmara gik ya..mati ku....

29. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
when i need you - celine dion
-> ill change the mistakes that id done....i need u...u know who u r...

30. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
mirror mirror - m2m
-> ku sik suka nangga dirikku pun lam cermin..jaik..hodoh..gemok...hitam..i haf nothing attractive...hurts me a lot...

31. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
I LIKE TO MOVE IT - madagascar

ahaha....i like to move it move it i like to move it move it..you like to move?

Tagged : sesapejelaaa

i cried when i started to remember things back then

2008-12-24T02:45:00.002+08:00

huhu..yeah...i do!...biaq pi la depa nak cakap laki x leh nangis..so what?at least...aku tau...aku MANUSIA..AKU BERPERASAAN.....really....when i recall back all of my memories..since secondary till my diploma....it really gives me this nerves..that can make my tears started to drop....emo...sensitive?say what u wanna say..but u know what...these are the times when i learned about life...about knowing myself..about knowing things bout my frens..ahaha...well...not all of them..but i tried my best..(got problem in remembering stuff like my frens befday!.ahaha..dunno why..i dont even remember my bestfrens' burfday..help!!)..well..yeah..just now..when i surf our UNI's web..looking fer my classes schedule.....i accidentally click UITM ARAU...wow.....all the memories...from the beginning till the end...ITS ALL COMING BACK TO ME NOW (THANXS SIS CELINE)...all the sweet n sour fish..e eh..i mean memories...that was the very first time i learned how to live far away from my parents...n my home!ahaha..almost every nite(first week je)...i cried..ahaha...it might sound funny..but...what do u expect?first timer!..ahaha...

now..at the moment..i do feel very lonely..althou..now i am my own place..my own house....but yeah..things change...so do people....so do ME...jgn pk bkn2....ahaha...i missed perlis....missed my lecturers there...my frens....mak cik balang!....n UMIE (huhu....i owe her alot..thanxs for the laundrIES)..ehehe..till then..peace..assalammualaikum w.b.t

what a day..

2008-12-19T20:56:00.003+08:00

aduh..i really dunno whats going to happen wif my life lately..its as if like.....almost all my time spent....sitting on my bed.....in front of the laptop..waiting fer some miracles to happen..but i guess....its worthless..

adeh..blur blur blur....ditelan mati mak di luah mati bapak....teringt terus aku cite anaconda....tp...die telan laki jahat tu....x jgk mati...bile die MUntahkan balik....masih jgk mamat tu hidup..cam mane tu ek?ahaha..entah la....aku x tau aku sbnrnye tensen..spupu aku baru balik johor ptg tadi..tinggallah aku sorg2 kat sini...x tau nak buat ape...bosan bosan bosan...aku actually baru bgn tido nie..kene tinggal sorg2 kat rmh....org gaji lak x masak ape2...sbb ade majlis kat rmh mak cik aku..xpelah..nantilah aku pegi makan sorg2 kat gerai...what to do....hidup aku mmg sunyi..cume mengharapkan internet je untuk aku berhubung dgn kwn2 aku...i mean...kwn2 aku yg aku dah lame kenal...miss u guys..ahaha...mala jak lok...sikpala..aku just nak padah yg aku nang benar2 rindu ktk org...rindu hangout dgn ktk org...balit gik..please!

Angus, Thongs and Purrfect Snogging

2008-12-17T04:04:00.003+08:00

ANGUS, THONGS AND PERFECT SNOGGING is a coming of age story - a very British take on American high school movies like Clueless and Mean Girls. Based on the first two books of the hughly successful series by Louise Rennison, the film follows the eccentric and irresistible Georgia Nicolson as she overcomes the trauma of being a teenager and moves up the "snogging scale". Misunderstood by her ancient parents, but buoyed up by the love of her cat Angus and her best friends - "The Ace Gang" - Georgia struggles through life seeking out her two main desires: 1. To get a gorgeous sex-god as her boyfriend and 2. To throw the greatest 15th birthday party ever.

wow..this movie is great..well..at first its kinda lame..but to the end..its like..wwwwow...amazing..ahaha....at the end of the movie.....at the party....it is so sweet..ahaha....i cried..a bit...but still..it makes me cried..because...it is so perfect....it do shows that appearance is nothing..people accept u...for who u are..not for what u r trying to prove....come on..gif it a try...ull never regret it...ahaha...georgia....great...how i wish my 21st bday was thrown in a club!.. maybe next time.i guess....

Ultraviolet - mainly for someone ...be real
She is a wave and she's breaking
She's a problem to solve
and in the circle she's making
I will always revolve

And on her sight
These eyes depend
Invisible and intervisible

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Traveling unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

Now is a phase and it's changing
It's rotating us all
Thought we're safe but we're dangling
and it's too far to survive the fall

And this I know
It will not bend
Invisible and intervisble

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Traveling unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

That fire you ignited
Good, Bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Traveling unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Traveling unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet
Ultraviolet

quote of the day

2008-12-16T02:41:00.002+08:00

being somebody is so damn painful..being somebody else is so DULL....so....just be nobody...coz nobody is u!

ahaks..i just love to quote these few days..i dunno why..to many ideas in my mind?nahh!!just that i am so boring n i just need to work my brain!..so that it wont be too rusty later on...i still need it rite anyway anyhow?ahahaha....

nobody is perfect..so i am nobody..like my fren said...this phrase is popular....but...kinda weird..most of the NOBODY who thinks that they are puurrfect..are so damn sarcastic and pathetic...Hello hello hiii....doesnt it ring the bell?

action speaks louder than words..yeah!...being ignored n so on..yeap...this is da truth..action do speaks louder than words...

as if my heart is going to come out of my brain...well sorry miss Shelley...but once again..yeah...the rare things that may occur in da future..who knows rite?only Allah knows...Allahhuakbar....praise to Allah....to most supreme n merciful..

apa la dingarut aku sbnrnye ek?entahla..aku sbnrnye bosan..pagi2 bute nie..kene jadi penjage kat rmh spupu aku..almaklumlah...sume pompuan je kat sini...parents die xde..so kene la aku teman...2 hari je....but anyhow..i learned how to make Pizza maggi...jimat!..n sedap..ahahaha...boleh la aku buat untuk housemate2 aku nanti..kalo aku rajin mlyn kerenah diorg..kalo cantik xpe jgk....kalo hensem xpe jugak..ahaha..matilaa..memilih kwn..ciss..just joking....

anyway...jauh dari mata..dekat di hati....farah jauh di london..dkt je dlm webcam...same goes to azie n juan..muax..miss u guys.....my frens from arau..aduh..bile la nak jmpe korg lagi ...susah!

k la..till then..from me...GGRRLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

my sunday

2008-12-14T18:20:00.002+08:00

mm..nothing much ar...aku sbnrnye x tau nak wat ape.....smlm pegi silhouette....tgk org menari..aku lak stakat berdiri kat bucu kat hujung bar....jst duduk diam..tgk around..lepas 2 jam berdiri minum coke..aku pun ajak spupu aku balik...sbb its getting boring there...then pegi la kedai makan..sbb aku x dinner lagi...makan...balik..online...n luckily my syg online..we chat for 3 hours....gadoh ...perkare biase..nak wat cam mane....anyway..

SAYANG..i love U!

mm...what a day

2008-12-13T16:40:00.001+08:00

bosan..besok mak aku nak buat kenduri doa slamat..coz aku convo..masalahnye....yang membosankan...aku x disuruh bawak kawan....katenye keluarge sblh die je dah ramai....mmg la ramai..tapi sbnrnye nie nak meraikan aku ke nak meraikan sape..sedih sgt2....everything aku buat terkawal..even nak pegi kl pun x boleh..sedangkan aku pakai duit aku sendiri...but to do...ikut jelah....dah letih la nak membantah......mmm...dpt wat bodo je...

my horoscope for today

2008-12-12T18:35:00.002+08:00

You don't need people in your life who disappoint you over and over again, so have a talk today with that person who is always all talk and no action. Let them know that you are none too pleased with them. You have given them one more chance a million times, and they haven't changed. They need to know that you aren't afraid to cut them loose from your life. This is not a threat or ultimatum, it's an honest way to communicate your expectations.

mm...guys read this..this is exactly what n how i feel today...im totally fedup with this...i dunno whether i should be patient or just let it go....what should i do....the love is still there..but i dunno until when i could stand wif it....u..if u read this...PLEASE LET MET KNOW WHAT ARE U TRYING TO DO!!!

KENANGANKU BERSAMAMU DI PARIS @K@ PERLIS

2008-12-12T01:24:00.003+08:00

huhu...bun..ko punye entry...tlah wat aku pun berpk nak wat bende yang same...ahaks..xpelah...ladies and gentlemen..start ur engines..
anyway anyhow anyroad....
july 2005 - SEMESTER 1...yeah..tarikh keramat...aku dpt tau aku dpt further study kat arau....at first i was like "huh?arau...where the heaven on earth is that place?"..ahaks..biasela..geo fail......then..the day of my departure came.....at that time sum of my frens came...coz most of them already masuk itu matrix maa...well..thanxs for that fwens..ahaha..then..sampai kl..beli la brg2 skit..x bnyk pun..aku bkan kaki shopping..tp..biasela..aku kalo shopping..brg kene mahal..ahaha..skali skala..xpe...then next day..my flight to kedah...alor star...i was like..mesmerized...(bukan happy punye mesmerized la)...more to shock!..coz it was like..everywhere is green...tp ade la jgk development..kire ok la..tarik nafas lega..then went to dis pakcik house...cant remember his name....pakai kete die..then...i drove to perlis....adeh..time driving tu aku start ngalir air mata..because..sepanjang jalan...aku cume nampak pokok..sawah..padi...tu sahaje....im not used to that sit at that time..biaselah....org bandar SRWK...bandar jugak ye kanak2...then..sampai perlis....buat keputusan nak melwt uitm sat.....then dpt panggilan...pg ke kolej pompuan..dahlia..ade sorg ustaz ...RS kat situ..die ajak stay...but...x stay..jst lepak kejap...then blah..pegi rmh arwah uncle sherif...stay sane...yeap..aritu ari sabtu..coz mlm tu sibuk carik kedai nak tgk astro..semate2 tgk af..(yeah...af fanatik)..then the day came....first time kene tinggal sorg2...dah la x kenal sesape...so at first..berkenalan dgn arif n...ahaks..sorry..x ingt name rumate sorg lagi..sorry dude..coz x rapat..aku sebln je stay sane....then habiskan the whole sem bilik fifi.thanxs fren...bnyk gak ar..aku waktu first2 masok..ramai cakap aku sombong..padahal..aku nie pemalu..x brani nak tegur org..biasela..aku kat tmpt org...jadi aku pun mengambil keputusan..nak wat hal sendiri je dlu...tp lame kelamaan...ramai kawan..ingt lagi....pompuan pertame aku kenal is SYAMSIDAR...then boy..then kenal amin mcm tu je..sbb....that nite..die nak sgt topup..luckily aku ade spare coz aku dah start gune bill that time....n yeah..time MMS jgk aku la paling banyak problem..sbb..arau panas gile..aku x biase panas..so tiap2 hari hidung aku mengalirkan darah....almost every hour..nak wat cam mane..bkn salah diriku..sampaikan abg senior suh aku rest je dlm bilik...x payah ikut...ahaha...then bnyk la happen during part 1 gak...everyweekends balik kl..sbb x sanggup nak menderita di arau..ahaha..that time..aku x rapat sgt dgn budak account...tp rapat gile dgn budak civil..zoir...hamzah....faiz...BOTAK MY bestbuddy..ahaha..then hbs sem...dpt result..boleh la...dekan..alhamdulillah...oh yea..lupe...time nie aku dok kolej kempas..kolej pompuan..sbb pink karerrr (aku pnh dtg lambat untuk test bel..nasib bek bel..ahaha...30minit lambat..sbb time tu demam...tapi dgn bangganye..aku buat pun 30 minit je...ahaks)..jap jap..hujung sem aku start rapat dgn Syai @k@ jijah from shah alam..ahaha...n die la kawan baik aku

SEMESTER 2 - start khdpn kat arau blk after 2 bln cuti..time nie aku sbnrnye dpt kolej cendana..tp aku x nak.....sbb bilik 2 org..dgn acap kalut....aku x rapat dgn die..so aku pun pindah ke resak...dok skali dgn paklan..puteh and tad...3 syafiq n 1 aiman...the A.S.S.S ahahaha....time nie...aku still kekal dgn grup B ...dpt lecturer yg best sgt...n yeah..time nie kenal gak sorg bestfren aku...Qamy Banks @k@ Ah bEng..ahah....dok kat resak..aku jrg gak tdo bilik sendiri..sbb panas..n time nie jgk la aku meluahkan segale rahsia yg terpendam dihati..dgn paklan..thanxs paklan...i really appreciate u...sem nie jgk la aku start alami mcm2 masalah....sem nie aku x dpt makan pape..cume sup...tu pun boleh muntah balik..kurus jgk la aku...dlm 20kg hlg camtu...ahahaha..tp utk skejap sahaje...yeah...cite best sem nie..xde sgt...then mase berlalu..final...dpt gak result..dekan skali lagi..alhamdulillah...

SEMESTER 3 - start lagi..part 3...jap..pk sat...yea....part 3 dok kolej damak...sebilik dgn qamy n syai..at last..dpt gak aku sebilik dgn sumone yg sekepale dgn aku..best sgt2...rindu zaman dok kolej....then time nie kalo x silap aku..aku start kenal wanieweng...fiza n aqila..dlu slalu tgk camtu je..x brani tegor..ghupe2nye kawan syai..so start berkwn dgn diorg..sampai skrg....ahaha..miss u all gurls...hmph..wondering..sem 3..ape peristiwa best ek...yes..lupe...sem 3 nie...kitorg wat mcm...jalan2 cari makan sempena sambutan hari raya di perlis....pegi rumah shima.....pastu rumah amin....rumah arip..then rumah arwah pakcik aku....best gak..yela..first time merase convoy ramai2 kat tmpt org....then waktu final..ade gap panjang kalo x silap aku..kitorg dgn jumlah yg RAMAI gile...pegi penang..rmah abg rasyaik aku..ahaha..best2...sbb...aku dpt drive tanpa sbrg masalah..i mean..gune kete amin x silap aku time tu....best sgt2...amin..rindu kat ang..bila ang nak bawak aku stay rmh ang lg..ahaha..matilaa...anyway....bile org dpt pt..aku je sedih..sbb yg len sume berduit..aku je ala2 merenung ditepi jendela..mengenang nasib badan...voley?ahaha...tp xdelah aku kemaruk sgt time tu...mcm..ade duit ade..xde duit biaq pi la.....anyway....dah la..letih aku nak type lg...lgpun komen kang susah..ahaha...katenye...nanti aku sambung balik..makin lame...aktiviti yg aku alami.makin best...nanti lah ..nak cite satu persatu payah...sbb terlalu banyak...

SEBAB TU LA AKU NAK PINDAH SANE BALIK...AKU DAH BIASE KEHIDUPAN SANE..I MISS ALL MY FRENS I HAD KNOWN THERE....PAKLAN..SYAI..QAMY..WANIE..BUN..YONG..FIZA..
HAMZAH..BOTAK..EVELYN..FASHA..WELL..AZEEKA..AMIN..RASYAIK..
KAZ..FAIZ...ARIF...ALI..NAIM...HATTA...AS KECIK..KAK ERMA...ELLE..QAY...SUECHANTEQUE..ABGSYAZWAN STAR...UIH...BNYAK LA..LENGUH TYPE..SAYANG KORANG SUME..RINDU KAT KORG! :((

photos during my hols

2008-12-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

i miss my sayang

2008-12-10T14:46:00.003+08:00

i really miss my sayang...i luv my syg so much....i dun wanna lose my syg.....hmph..so sad...but anyhow..i also miss my dearest frens ...wanie....pak lan..bun..elle..qamy..nana...n my SIStass..azie..farah and juan....duh....when can i see u guys again...im so damn alone here in kch..i hate this situation....rasa nak berenti stdy n keja jak di kl eh....i really dunno what to do..why must this thing happen?ergh..hate it....hate of being alone...hate of feeling lonely....hate lonerangers..coz im power ranger....matilaa...mm..i dunno what to do to entertaint my self....tv...sleep....cant go out coz theres no car....ergh...i hate my life...i really hate my life..syg..please...need u yang.....aduh..im crying rite now..i cant hold it anymore..i really need sumone..i need u syg..tlg yg

my day today

2008-11-22T00:46:00.002+08:00

haha...best best...after tgk slmt pagi cinta...main bowling..10 games...yes..i still haf the groooveeee...minimum td 180..boleh laa..dah 2 thn x sentuh...tp letih gak la tgn nie..skejap spin..skejap hook...then..balik rmh...mandi..makan..mandi again..then sambong tgk the vampire who admires me..ahah...hari untuk membazir duit...anyway...thats it i think..tgn dah sakit dahhhhh

adeh..troubleS!

2008-11-21T13:17:00.003+08:00

woke up at 11..ahaks..take my shower....get ready for everything...went for my jumaat prayer...go home..then everything started to falls apart(waduhwaduh)...got a text(yah..nomore sms :P) from my mum...she askd me to call her back..so i calld her...she told me my appointment with my skin specialist is this monday...great..at last...then...gossip-"ing" wif my maid during my lunch...from about what happend last nite till this morning...my father's KENDAK calld for many times until i made my own decision to cut the wire (kejam)...then this morning...my lil bro.aha walla...my mom found out that there is a can of beer in her car (which was used by my lil bro last nite) and the car smells like hell..ahah...i was like....god...alhamdullillah...padan muka..ahaha...but then....my stylus PATAHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh...adeh..apala dosa aku....

A.I.M.A.N F.A.R.H.A.N

2008-11-20T20:14:00.003+08:00

A - all of my friends
I - in malaysia or outside of malaysia
M - most of them
A - are wondering why am i writing like this
N - not yet finish la baiii

F - for your info
A - am just so damn boring
R - remind me of the time when i was in my Dip
H - how i wish i could turn back time
A - and change everything
N - no turning back i guess

why? HANDPHones specifically

2008-11-20T14:18:00.003+08:00

aduh..eventually i felt that my life is soo damn boring...its like..everday is just the same to me...wake up...take my shower...lunch...ym....ps2...n it rotate every single day.....oops...totally forgot bout watching movie..ahaha...tiap2 ari muke aku je laaa yg dtg kat cinema tuh....sampaikan.....time nak beli popcorn....org tu dah tau dah ape aku nak...well what to do...dunno where else to spend my money.....nak beli baju....entah...x into it yet....same goes to seluar...just tunggu baju yg ditempah siap..CUSTOMIZE jer..ahaha...sometimes i just wished the holiday is at its end..but it just started...but then..when it times to study....i just wish that the holiday is coming..ahaha..dunno why...well..that is me anyway...want something else when i already haf something...for an example...i want new hp!..ahaha..althou just bought 1 last mnth...coz i just luv the feeling of.....surveying new phones...imagining that the phones are mine...ahaha...what to do...i just cant live without my phones...
started to haf my first hp when i was in form 1...mm.till now...let see...haf about more than 20....below 30...ahaha..yeah..u can say im crazy or what..but what do i care...i bought it with my own money...not urs....SORRY..wah...jadi seseorg kejap :P..nak manas?manas la...x suka baca...tutup la mata...nobody force u to read it anyway..ahaha..kejam ka?x pun...mampus ler..dah dah..ngarut...back to my story...for the time being...my babyboo is SeP1i..well..murah ka mahal ka...janji ia MENYERONOKKAN...bkn X SRONOK LA SGTTT..ahaha

what a boring day...after final...nothing to do..

2008-11-19T00:01:00.001+08:00

hahaha...finally..finished my 4th sem in this degree thingy....4 more sem to go..ahaha..cant wait to get my cert...n start to work....huhu...mok jadi mcm OOn la...pHd...githewww..ahaha..bilaa ku mok blaja kei next sem tok owh..mala enjoy..ahaha...saal..anyway anyhow...IM GOING TO KL..TO MEET MY OLD FRENS...ahaha..n oso JUAN N AZIE..ahaha..sik sabar sik sabar...bak kata kak anggun...Rescue me before I lose control..ahaha..gila ku tok..

mm...someone told me that...

2008-11-16T00:25:00.002+08:00

yeah..someone told me that i need to move on....if thats the only way for me to make that someone smile..yeah..U GET IT then....hope ur happy n glad to receive that from me..last but not least..CONGRATULATIONS....as if...

yeah..if someone can ruin ur life..well...what r u waiting for anyway?whats the purpose of holding back?whats the purpose waiting?just ruin their life....n make sure they suffer more...yeah...just my advice...yet...i still dont haf the courage to do that to people....n why is that?wanna know why?that is my weakness..n that is also what so special bout me...I am not similar to others....they treat me bad...i still treat them good....well.....thats me anyway....karma karma karma..yeah....i do believe in it...but not into it yet...just remember..our life is like a cycle...product-life cycle...infant..growing stage...adult...Oldies...then R.I.P(if u r peace la)...so...yeah....cycle is circle...anything in the circle..eventually..theres no way out..so...what goes around..comes around.....yeap..keep that in mind AIMAN FARHAN...Bless u all....Luv Allah S.w.T

yah..XXX rated...BUKAN XoXo!

2008-10-26T14:21:00.002+08:00

ahaha..yah farah..kau dah sbln lbh di london...mek org 3 tek..di kch je....dah nangga dah Konex omputeh live gik yaaaa...dgn bangga gik omputeh ya ngeso..ney ndak alu terngangak mek org 3!..pasya tek...agak dkt2 kereta..senyum..melambei tgn dgn azie..ahaha.....ngut ngut.....kau bila lagi?:P

**aaha..sorry...technical perobelem...

sayang..please stay

2008-10-26T12:52:00.000+08:00

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay

wah.its been a while

2008-10-14T23:02:00.001+08:00

huhu..its been a while la i left this Blogging..cewah..ahaha...tension...my final is just around the corner....this cuming 30th Oct...o Ma God....until this moment..i still dunno what did i learnd in d class..ergh...dun wanna fail my paper...i wan Dean's List..uwaa..pleaseeee...haha..

ngarut..pegi la s2dy owh....on9 24/7 boleh..stdy 1 jam x leh?aparaaa..ahaha...saja jak ngereco..boring..tensen..tomorrow is going to be my presentation..haha..slide so simple....4 slides....but..aduh...10 minutes...ahaha...mengarut jak la esokk..yezza...MRP EXPLOSION..BADABOOOMMMMMMMMM

aiman..a reminder for u

2008-09-28T16:35:00.003+08:00

rite....b4 this was ur grandauntie...a few weeks ago...now ur grandma..well...be cool..relax..calm down....like uncle roney used to say b4 this "aiman = cucu mak nek paling cool"...eaheah..rite..relax...take ur time...talk wif ur frens....mmmm...thats the use of all the inventions i suppose.....sad....haf no mood fer my eid....miss everyone..

ill be loving u forever.....-Aaim (past,present and future)-

impossible

2008-09-26T16:18:00.000+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

the story bornD from this song...Its FAKE!

2008-09-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

adeh....kesian komposer asal n Penyanyi asal nie..from singapore..x pasal2 org ckp lagu nie entah banduan mane ntah yg buat...ehaeha....dlm nak mati boleh fikir lagu?aie...bkn fikir nak tobat ke?huhuh..anyway..enjoyyyy da lyric

(verse1)
bertahun sudah ku menunggu dirimu
akhirnya kau menjadi milikku
sukarnya untuk ku melupakan mu
kerna kau kucintai selalu

(bridge)
tapi sayang kehadiran kekasih lamamu
datang kembali mengenang cinta dahulu

(chorus)
mengapa ini semua harus berlaku
apakah ini semua kerna diriku
sedangkan aku cuma watak dalam percintaan
tak sanggup aku melepaskanmu

(*)
kau ibarat terperangkap di tengah lautan
tak tahu mana arah untuk kau menuju

(repeat bridge till *)

andai kau pinta untuk melepaskanmu
terpaksa ku turutkan
mungkinkah ini suatu pengajaran
di dalam percintaan

i think this really suits my feeling towards ya

2008-09-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yang memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yang bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi
dan sepi

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yang memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yang kuhela kau selalu ada

selalu ada, kau selalu ada
selalu ada, kau selalu ada

is dis for real or just a dream?will it be true?

2008-09-21T13:10:00.003+08:00

is dis real?..am i totally in luv...am i the only one who haf dis feelings in dis relationship?am i the only want who is trying to do the best for this relationship?yeah..it seems to be like it...i dunno..owh how i just wishd we could even talk bout it..without getting any Seriously hEart-damaged....

just want to be wif u...next to u...there for u...one for u...but i dunno how to even ask u....u know what..coz im just afraid everything will change...n u will leave me...duh...why.......why must it be dis way.....all i want to hear that...the conditions...our conditions....what is happening....who is dat person....ergh....I m so damn jealous ....but yeah....i dunno how to let it out....mmm...am i dreaming...will my dream come true?....u haf d answer to all of my question...i do luv u...i do like u like crazeeee....but...i dunno how to express it to u..coz im afraid....to me...theres a chance of 50% ill haf u..n 50% ill lose u...mm...whyyyyyyyyyyyy

miss saltrree dah selamat menjejak kaki ke tanah Berik Betis...

2008-09-18T21:06:00.002+08:00

huahuahua....alhamdulillah.bstperen ku sorg ya dah slamat sampei..bagus2..ehehe..blaja menar2 oi...mena kata juan..boh ko tang ada sik mok balit malaysia indah tek..kotan suk di sinun..ahaha...suk cuci mata kali....blaja benar2...prove to daddycha u still haf the attraction..ceh..pa jak la.ehehe...bak kata bapak kau bah...kau la harapan nya....paling pandei....aehaeh...jgn hancurkan harapan nya...well..at least can prove somthng to that old lady in d moon..up up and awayyyyy....ahaha...ada prob..padah jak..klak ku pdh dgn auntie ku..ahaha..sak bersusey sidak....kwang3x...sikdabah..anyway anyhow anything anywhat??? jaga lah dirik ko dicinun...jgn terperangkap didunia asing...aheahe..I LOIKE..boh blt2 sik reti kakar srwk indah..kau ku gondol ku klak

for u

2008-09-15T06:17:00.001+08:00

Maafkanlah bila ku selalu Membuatmu marah dan benci padaku Kulakukan itu semua Hanya untuk buatmu bahagia Mungkin ku cuma tak bisa pahami Bagaimana cara tunjukkan maksudku Aku cuma ingin jadi Terbaik Untukmu

me kch alone now

2008-09-14T17:28:00.003+08:00

waa....farah just left kch this morning...now there's tinie...huhu...but susah la..tinie asrama...adeh...thats mean..terpaksa la tgk wayang sorg2 setiap mlm rabu..no more frens..haf to wait for a year for farah's Comeback to kch..huhu...azie n juan pun lamak juak..blt only for holidayz...wei...bila mok back for good ? :(...b4 this..when i was in perlis...they were in kch..now im in kch...there are scatterd everywhere..adus....uk,putrajaya and melaka...piniyy tukk...pinoy...kapkrungkapp

my bestest frens ever...miss all of u

2008-09-08T22:01:00.003+08:00

a

farah...bakal ke london...ehehe....this is the person yg slalu hangout dgn aku...n she will be leavin to london soon..miss ya hot mama...ehehe...my fev buddy..coz slalu teman aku makan..after this..haf to eat ALl by myself bak kata kak celine..pasrah :(.

azie...my gurll..ahaha..she's in d process of sliming down..duh..wish i haf her spirit....azie....when r u coming back...mish ya gurl..huhu...good listener..lepakking frens...rite rite rite..cool

sikda gmbr juan..klak ku ncarik dlm external aku..ehehe...suka suka suka..bila kita ber4 dpt hangout agik...susah..farah dah nak chow..adeh..tinggal aku sorg...aku mok transfer ke melaka or shah alam...senang kit cita..merana ku diam sitok...seyes..rindu ktk org..muahx..luv my buddies..not to forget...lee..esot...tinie...huhu..suma dah gago dgn stdy n gerek..kui3x..klak dipadah aku peramas...sedih!..penah kenak!!! :(

aku bosan aku boring aku tension aku gila

2008-09-07T22:02:00.003+08:00

tension...langsung xda mood nak stdy..nak wat homework..assignment....whats wrong wif u aiman....why why why...duhduh....

<--- wire otak aku dah berbelit..someone...please... helpp

happy happy happy but sad sad sad

2008-09-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

huhu..im happy to haf u guys around me...but im sad..coz i will be left alone in kch..bosan!...miss my frens n my Life in perlis....time nie mesti pegi smyg terawih kan ramai2...huhu...katenye..syaii...qamyy.paklan...sesape lg lah...bile la dpt jmpe korang lagi?aku bosan sini....nak stdy semua stdy sorg2..dah xde org nak ajar aku....tension...dgn problem yg melambak..aku x tau aku dpt ke x teruskan study nie...pleasee

AKU RASE NAK QUIT..tolong tolong ...aku x pandai stdy sorg2...nape hdp aku mcm nie..nape sentiase sorg2... :(

A MUST DOWNLOAD SONG...

2008-09-07T16:50:00.001+08:00

lagik lagik...a very touching song....from one of my Idol....xtina...thanxs sis...

Have I been blind?
For the first time in my life I feel I've opened up my eyes
Since you've arrived like an angel from the sky
I'm on a spiritual high

So don't you ever go away
I could never face
Losing you would kill my faith
In a higher place

What kind of world
Would it be without you
I couldn't breathe without you here
What kind of world
Would I see without you
I can't dream without you here

Yeah woah yeah

Beautiful boy
How on earth did I do something worth deserving you?
My better half
How I cherish through and through every part of you
I do

Loving you's made me whole
Now I belong
I found my heart
Promise me we'll always stay
The way we are today

What kind of world
Would it be without you
I couldn't breathe without you here
What kind of world
Would I see without you
I can't dream without you here

Hey-yeah

I can't ever imagine
If this never would happened
I thank God everyday
Almost lost you forever
But I always remember (remember)
That you're my saving grace

What kind of world
(what kind of world)
Would it be without you
(oh without you)
I couldn't breathe without you here
(ohh here)
What kind of world
(what kind of world)
Would I see without you
(oh see without you)
I can't dream without you here
(dream without you here)

what a Sunday...

2008-09-07T12:58:00.002+08:00

elops elops elops...what a day....woke up dis morning....just to msg my SyG!...then cont. wif my sleep...then woke up around 12.50...huhu...then saw my SyG! on9..n oso one my frens who will be leaving to leads soon..amoy....wah...bangun2 terus gossip..haha...anyway..Eileena...Congratulations for the wedding....kawen x ajak..apa laaaa...mmm...anyway..

i dunno la..i felt so DAMN BORING TODAY.........ergh..tension tension tension....everyday is the same to me.....bgn tido...on9..blog...mandik....bazaar..berbuka...ym....stdy...tido....sahur...THEn repeat the same thing again n again n again....ya jak la bout my life....trying to know more bout my SyG!...but..ehehe...biasala...stdnt...bizzy...aduh..bosan sungggggguhhh....what am i going to do again today..duh....wash my car(s) over and over again?entah la labu...

Anyway..just for reminder...if u think that this blog is too naiveee...then stop reading it lor...anyway...blog -b LOG...log is something like a BOOK that a captain of ship always haf...n what do they haf inside there?IT IS ALL ABOUT WHAT HAPPND DURING THE DAY..ok....take it or leave it..simple..

nana..amoyy~~~!

2008-09-06T23:22:00.003+08:00

so sad...tomorrow nana is going to leave kch to kl..then will be going to leads..duh..miss u so much then sis..ahaha...bila lah leh jumpa lg...ehehe..when will it be my turn to further my stdy there...ceh...ehehe..as if.....so...this was d 2nd time of this year i haf my chance to meet her...ehehe...its been a while..yelah...PARIS kch bukannya dekat occay...OOps..i mean perlis...tuptaptutap.....nana pun pegi...then amoy..then farah..n min..(MIN??)..huhu..

for berbukaaaaa spent bout rm30 per head...stimmmbooootoo..eh..setimbut...huhu..nang kenyang...angol rasa nyawa....dunno what else should i say..haf to idea...well..this is for u guys who r going to leave m'sia...stdy well..n don ever forget bout me...

Should auld acquaintance be forgot
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And auld lang syne!

For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll take a cup o' kindness yet
For auld lang syne

And surely ye'll be your pint stowp!
And surely I'll be mine!
And we'll take a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne

For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll take a cup o' kindness yet
For auld lang syne

We twa hae run about the braes,
An pou'd the gowans fine
But we've wander'd mony a weary fitt,
Sin' auld lang syne

For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll take a cup o' kindness yet
For auld lang syne

We twa hae paidl'd in the burn,
Frae morning sun till dine;
But seas between us braid hae roar'd,
Sin auld lang syne

For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll take a cup o' kindness yet
For auld lang syne

And there's a hand, my trusty fiere!
And gie's a hand o' thine!
And we'll take a right gude-willie waught,
For auld lang syne

For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll take a cup o' kindness yet
For auld lang syne

love...what is it anyway?

2008-09-06T17:32:00.003+08:00

love...huhu..my feelings...damn tired dah....ape yg aku carik sebenarnye...ehehe..bile aku cinta...bile aku syg..bile aku suke seseorang..mesti ade prob..but yeah....sbb dah slalu sgt...aku pun dah immune...xde xde lah...nak wat cam mane...it comes n it goes away....nape la aku dlahirkan mcm nie..dgn nasib mcm nie..aku dah boring dah...huhu...baru ingat nak happy...tapi bile aku fikir balik....huhu..entah..takde point pun aku nak berfikir...aku bosan..letih....sedih...anyway...to SyG!..well...gud luck :)..ill be there for u k..muax...

k lah....nak keluar...dah malas nak on9..katene..but yeah..maybe ill try to reduce my time...n get real......I KEEP ON BLEEDING love...cintaku mencurah2 bak kata kak lewis...just hope it will all get Better in time...u mean everything...quickly im learning to love again...thou i couldnt live without u..its gonna hurt when it heals too...eventhou i really luv u..gotta smile coz i DESERVE too...huhu....i really luv Leona Lewis..most of her songs really reflects almost every detail bout my life....huhu...k lah..i think i should go rite now..enuff mumbling bout my feelings...

LIKE i said..its just MY feelings..not important anyway... coz...im not an important person to be liked,remembered,discuss `bout...haha...apa2 aje lah bak kata kak sheila rusly...what i know...I MISS YOu Farah,Juan,Azie,SyG!,Pak Lan...Love u guys..especially U..huhu..but nape ntah...nape aku ade perasaan ini sedangkan...xpelah..ahaha..x penting..aduh...pening kawe

huhu...

2008-09-06T12:29:00.001+08:00

ergh....so tired....just woke up..received like 6 msgs from my frens...huhu....maybe ill go..maybe i wont...still haf not decide anything yet so far...huhu...really miss the old days....during my time at Perlis..huhu...although the place is small and very very hot..but really...its nice..u guys should gif it a try there....huhu..mende la aku cakap nie...just rindu time puase kat sane...kat rumah sewe..dush...ramai nye org berbukak puase skali....bersahur..dkt 15 org satu rmh...waa..guys...i miss u so much...kat kch...just pg bazaar wif my fren farah....then balik rumah.....ehehe...balik rumah lak..xde suasana *BEREBUT* makanan mcm kat sane..ahaha..ingt lg....time puase....kol 4 dah pg bazaar....then balik2 bazaar.....aku kene masak nasik.....then time berbuke tu yg best...sorg nak tu sorg nak nie...huhu...then penah one day...my housemate nak masak mee goreng ke ape..cant remember...he askd my other housemate to cut to veges...tapi die x pandai..ehehe..terus kene sindir..terus kecik ati..ehehe..aku la jugak yg nak gi pujuk..tp pujukkanku x *dimakan*..aiyoo..bnyk ar..gadoh2...pastu pujuk memujuk....kenangan terindah...walopun at first...first time menjejakkan kaki ke perlis...i was crying..because i was like "huh...kiri kanan hijau...where is the building"....mmg sedih gile..then time MMS...haha..aku la budak yg selalu dpt excuse...dlm seminggu lebih tu..hampir tiap2 hari aku punye hidung berdarah....kalo sikit n skejap xpe la jgk..nie lame siot...asyik2 muke aku kat klinik kesihatan...dgn masalah yg same....last2...fasi suh aku relax je...kui3x...privilege katenye..now...after 3 SPEEDING LIGHT years.....i really2 do miss the time there...kat sane...kitorg punye badge almost 150 (aku tau la...sbb pres part..ahaha)...kat sini..aduh..cikit bangat sih....30 pun x sampai....huhu..nanti lah aku cite pasal kat srwk lak....nak cerite sikit pasal time di perlis...yela...aku mungkin susah nak menjejakkan kaki ke sane lagi...

enjoying moments :
1) RAYA MoMeNt : we had sumthing like MENYAMBUT raya di Perlis..well..boleh la..went to my uncle's house, rumah amin, rumah arif, n rumah a girl..cant remember her name..coz biasela...kitorg satu geng ade masalah dgn die waktu part 3...terus aku x ingat name die..kui3x..

2) PiCnIc : huhu..berkelah nie bnyk kali dah.....tukang anjur nye aku n bun....org yg peginye mesti org yg same...ahaha..theres like more or less 20 of us...huhu.gmbr aku x simpan...nanti lah aku mintak dari diorg..biasela..aku nie bkn suke bergmbr...suke ambik gmbr org lain je...gmbr sendiri x suke...

3) JaLan2 : yess..yang nie paling aku sukeee..ahah..sejak Sem 1 lagi..asal cuti....sewe kete...pegi penang..kedah...tu je yg mampu...(ko gile aku nak drive ke kl balik)...ahaha.tp syok ar...waktu part 6...5-6 bdk account join convoy dgn 5 bdk civil...diketuai oleh me(again ??) n Botak!..ehehe..botak....miss u my buddy..one of my closest fren in arau...since Sem 1...asal sakit je..carik aku mintak urut...ciss...trip to penang r slalu...best best best....Pulau Mutiara...tp..entah mane Mutiara nye...ahaha...nice place for relaxing ur mind..(huh..am i insane....)..

4) FaSi : huhu..yg nie happend during my final year..biasela...jadi pres n also senior nie....tp aku x penah lak nak dera2 junior..nyesal...ehehe...LUTFI...ape cite ntah ko dek oi...n also Nazir,diyana....all of them are my juniors that seems close to me....tapi aku ade no nazir je..lutfi n deyna ntah la...tp yg deyna nie penah gak r msg2 kat Fs....fasi lain leh dikirekan garang..tapi aku nie...ahaha...IN MY OWN WORLD...ko nak wat ape....buatlah...janji x melampau dimata aku..ahaha

5) dungun : yes yes yes...a trip to uitm dungun...PART 5...uish..gmbr die sume dlm xternal aku...nanti aku crik lg...time nie mmg best gile2...semue pres n naib pres..n oso ajk2 lain ikut...tp seyes..jauh ...tolak kol 11 pg..tgh mlm bo sampai....but Alhamdulillah....sampai la dgn slamat...hehe..sampai2....mandi...terus tido...nxt morning..pg la ke uitm...dush..kebetulan aritu last day Festival Budaya Uitm Zon Timur..ahaha...sempat la jugak aku menengok sikit...kenal2 dgn budak2 sekerat..ahaha...then jumpe dgn bdk2 account kat sane...ehehe..kelam kabut diorg nie...well..management kureng..but its alrite..then tgh ari..kitorg balik..mandi..tukar pakaian sukan...its time to JUNGLE TREkkIng..kui3x...walopun aku nie paling benci masok hutan..tp aku pegi la jgk..yela..nak menunjukkan aku nie xdela nak takut pape...best gak..kadang2 aku lead...tlg bdk2 junior...huhu...tp POLIS bnyk tlg aku..ahah....ehehe..iyolah..aku nie bnyk allergic...kene tu x leh nie x leh...ish...asyik makan ubat...x jugak hilang2 allergic aku nie...then after dah settle sume...mlm tu..kitorg wat mcm campfire kat pantai depan Homestay kitorg...ahaha...gile la jugak..di anjurkan oleh POLIS..suh aku menyanyila..menarila...ciss...nxt day lak(finaldaY)...ke entah pasar payang...smthng like dat....then sewe la bot....tgk kawasan sekeliling...huhu..2 kali naik..kali ke-2 disponsor oleh kawan aku sbb die nak sgt naik bot tu..hampeh..ahaha...then pg bl losong....ehehe...really..time tu la aku rase aku x boros pun....3 hari tu aku cume habiskan 75 ringgit je...ahah..masih ingt lg..coz...adalah mustahil untuk aku tidak berbelanja banyak..ahaha...k la...pastu terus balik.....ari yg penat...kelas pagi tu aku ponteng..sbb aku x larat..anyway..dah la..letih aku nak mengimbau balik....sedih lak..

this is for u guys...lagu time kite mms..ehehe..mmg lagu yg paling sedih untuk aku...thanxs guys...thanxs for being my frens...hope it will last...Amin

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beren @ brand @ bren @ rasa branded jak kau..ukk aaa

2008-09-06T01:10:00.000+08:00

brand?r u branded person?qualified meh?just because u BUY branded things doesnt mean that u r qualified...who gif u the qualification anyway?ur mum?ur frens?or URSELF?huhu...PUHleaseee...use branded thing(S) but ur behavior mcm apa tek ? ahaha..aie ...penganok ku tok..ahaha..boring..saja jak...jgn marah.....anyway...like i said..MY BLOG NOT URS!..sik suka dipersilakan close window ini ya buk..ahaha..bosan nye.....bok blt dari melepak dgn farah...balit2..terus muntah..ehehe...
whats wrong wif me..asal makan muntah...am i going back to my old situation?huhu...then its a great news for me then!..an opportunity for me to go to my SESLIM kondisi ya pak..ahaha..ish...nvm la..angol palak..bye....continue later...

THESE are what suit u guys...

2008-09-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

ehehe..actually..i think both of thEZE songs n the lyrics..really suit u guys...muahx...luv ya.miss ya my fwens..n SyG!..ahhaa..sat naa..

Sent from heaven.
Sent from heaven.

Now you can wait your whole life wondering
When it's gonna come or where it's been.
You may have got your heart broken
A few times in the past
Never last strong as it used to,
Don't feel as good as it used to (before)
And all the things you used to say,
Things you used to do, went right out the door

Oeh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
You can't help all your love
And you find yourself giving it away
When you think you're in love

[CHORUS:]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

Now you can wait your whole life tryna change
What the fear from what it's been
You may have put your whole life into a man
Loving what you thought that could've been.
I don't wanna swing your change
When you don't feel as good as you used to (before)
And everything you used to say,
Everything you used to do clear right out the door

Oeh no more, will you be the one
That's what you tell everyone around you
But you know they've heard it all before
What more can you say
When love won't let you, walk away
You can't help all your love
And you find yourself giving it away
When you think you're in love

[CHORUS]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

Everybody say
I wanna be the one you love
I wanna be (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one you trust
I wanna be (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one you need
I wanna be (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one
I wanna be the one (sent from heaven)

[CHORUS:]
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)
I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)
There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone
Because you're sent from (sent from heaven)

u guys r really sent from heaven for me....thanxs guys...hehe...

It's been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
So I asked God

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Now you had me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch
And give you all my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it
God

God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes

Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)
An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby
Send me an angel from the heavens above
Send me an angel (God send me an angel)
From being in love (send me an angel)
Oh God, send me an angel
Send me an angel (send me an angel)
Ooohhhh..

OOoohh.eh...terlebih pulak..over excited to express my feelings to haf u guys surround me...kui3x...

here we go again..

2008-09-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

huhu..nothing much to say....tuptaptuptap..dah hbs dah 5 hari aku berpuasa...huhu..harap tahun nie xde la pulak masalah kesihatan yg dtg mcm slalu....bosan nak ganti sorg2 sedangkan org lain tgh SYIOKNya makan...huhu...i miss my syg(jgn pk bukan2 lak...u know who u r rite?)...my family..my frens..duh....why there is no any FORWARD button so dat i can just jump to my life in maybe 4 yrs in future....i just wanna spend all my life that i haf wif so much much much much many many many (aiyoo) enjoying moment wif what i haf rite now..theres nothing that i want more rather than these...huhu...

but yeah...everyone must go separate ways for their own good..but i hope we still can meet in d future.....huhu....boy10no used to quote that "FRIENDSHIP IS THE ONLY THING THAT CAN LAST TILL THE END OF THE WORLD (besides our AMALAN)"...so please please please.....dont ever ever ever end what we had treasure for all this time...huhu....

well nothing much...wanna go out for sum freshair...till then..wait fer my Nu-cumming stoli..aiyo..wa manyak pinin ini hali...wa tidak sihat...menci menci menci...

but b4 that..for SyG!..just want u to know that...ever since we become close...i really2 appreaciate what u had done...great job...finally i know what does it feels like to be loved n to love someone....its been a while since well..i never felt that feeling...b4 this..i only know the feeling of How to love...but never been loved.....well..i just hope that u will success in ur life..Allah bless u SyG!....huhu...till then

kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

reff:
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

back to reff

lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

-Aaim..this is me Now-

Next!!! Me Turn-O

2008-09-05T14:30:00.000+08:00

huahua..first azie..then farah..then juan..NXT si si...mi amor...me lor...ahaha..nothing much to say here..
kui3x....finally....there's a place where i can spend all nite thinking on what should i RECORD in bout my life..biasalah...accountant kejanya nang record2 benda...or bahasa lepeh nya ..Biasela...keje accountantkan REcord2 barang...
tok pun sbb farah nyuruh molah..ngenang tinggal just more or less one week to spend wif her...gonna mish u so much big momma..ahah..

a bit history bout my frens:
AZIE NURAZRIN : huhuh...this gurl ah..so nawtyy one u know..ever since i met her during my secondary form..form 1...1 apa tek oi..jingga ka?x ku ingt gik...time ya..kenal ngan nya in package !.. serta dgn FARAH AMAMI...ehehe...azie..actually we used to fight b4 this..but yet...theres no life when there is no fight at all...(p/s: bkn fight bertumbuk berbantei oi...fight mulut jaK)..biasala...teenagers...memborantak..nothing to be bother bout anyway...she's one of my damn damn Goddest frenz...used to call her gegerm..now haf to change to sesel...ehehe..u know why rite peeps?ahaha...cant wait for u to come back here for raya lor..raya datai rumah ..kalo akoo datai rumah nuan juak..ahaha..k...SHE IS ALSO KNOWN AS AZIE SEDUT...NEXTTTT

FARAH AMAMI : same goes to this gurl...ahaha..nya mok gi london whereas i am only going to LUNDU...so sad..huahuahua..nvm sis..make sure ur coming back to kch nxt year WIF A GOOD news ok!!..ahaha...i dunno why..i cant wait to see her to get married wif sumone...MAT SALLEH or pak ARAB..ahaha....but i still know that....CINTA FARAH TERTINGGAL DIMALAYSIA..bak kata sidak Dewa tek..untung kau farah..dewa molah lagu khas kei kau....ku tek..katy perry jak polah..I KISSED A GIRL..ahaha..k k..klak meroyan gik...KNOWN AS AMAMI,WAWAH n also FARAH LALA...NEXXXTTT

MOHD REDZUAN : ahaha...nyatok lain kes gik...slalu dgr namanya disebut2 oleh anak pak senu.....mala nanyak camney ku dpt TUUT...cencortttt...ahaha...rapat dgn nya after abis spm....ahaha..n thats when it all began to start.....jap jap...crita tinie lom gik..anyway..slalu lepak dgn nya..asal ada cuti..ada masa...walopun sikda duit..mesti juak keluar..well....ya la nama kawan..ahaha..tapi slalunya akan kluar makan...besala..geng mek org....sik sah mun sik kuar pg makan..kui3x...well...nya kira paling kecik antara mek 4..ahaha...anyway...KNOWN AS JUAN PABLO MONTOYA,JUAN AND ALSO JUAN AMBAL..ahah..NEXT..

NUR KARTINIE : oi..psst psst...salah eja padah awal....ku x tauk giney nak ngeja..bnyk gilak version org nama tok..ahaha..janji bunyi sama jadi lah...ahaha..nyatok kah...SHE IS SO SPESEeel bak kata nenek ku .....kenal ngan nya time pom 1 gik..pa tek time ya masok NASYID..yah..brani ko..NASYID oi..ahaha.....anyway..back to her speseltiess...ahaha...one can know that person is TINIE...from the voice..serabak nyatok nang besar la..tapi badan nya punya la kecik..ahaha..nyatokla teman ku kelak bila farah di london..juan di PUTRajaya..azie di Melaka....nang sia sinek jak kita ditikam.....ahaha..anyway...KnowN as TINIE,TINIE kIMA`(BUKAN KIMAK OK), AND OSO ANAK PAK SENU..ehehe..jgn marahhh

LYYANA-ZAHRA : tok lain kes gik...paling kecik dlm geng ku...bak kata sidak..petittt....nang petitt la..tapi padan dgn badan nyala...DIAM LGK berbanding nak sorg gik..kaktok ku nyerita sapa...ahaha..start rapat dgn nya since form 4..ahaha..class 4 sc 3.....ahaha...nang best la time skolah dolok..mcm2 hal jak dipolah...lebih2 gik waktu kelas PEREMPUAN AFRO..ahaha..o tedah cikgu maimunah..maap cikguuu...ahaha...she wif alda rite now..eh...mun kawen boh lupak indah jemput aku tok oi....lamak dah sik nemu kau..sedangkan sama2 di kuching..ahaha...

AISHAH : esott..tok nang..kenal ngannya dari darjah 5 gik....nya tok ka..dari kecik sampei kinek tok..nang sik berubah..dari segi ketinggian..n dari segi SPEED OF MOUTH..nang laju nyatok kakar....nak dipadah jet..jet pun kalah ku rasa....ahaha..nya dgn apen sikpat bertemu..mun bertemu..bagei berak rah PERFUME AREA RAH PARKSOn..ahaha...tapi still nya duak rapat..besala...mek org tok....mulut padah lain..hati lain..ehaha..yala perensip...now esot dgn sorg miak..cant remember his name..coz nya sik mok kakar n lepak dgn mek org..so malas ku gagoo namanya eh...

ahaha..ish
nang sejarah la...boleh ku start molah buku sejarah pakei sidak2 junior rah KOLEJ DPAH maca...sejarah abg2 n akak2 senior..AKAK kerrr..ahaha...k la..papa padah gik..mun ada angol baca..boh baca..ku pun x eran..ahaha..PEWIT..MISS YA BEBEH..STILL LOT TO SAY..BUT HAF TO WAIT TILL I CAN IMPROVE MY SKILLS ON THINKING THE RITE WORDS ..HUAHUAHUA

my life my joy...never been urs

postoo postoo

for you guys...especially farah,azie n juan!

1, 2, 3, 4 Lyrics

erghh

TAGGED by Serena!

tag : sexy ..ahaha..

2nd week of the new sem and one whole day celebrating FARAH's!

I LIKE TO MOVE IT

i cried when i started to remember things back then

what a day..

Angus, Thongs and Purrfect Snogging

quote of the day

my sunday

mm...what a day

my horoscope for today

KENANGANKU BERSAMAMU DI PARIS @K@ PERLIS

photos during my hols

i miss my sayang

my day today

adeh..troubleS!

A.I.M.A.N F.A.R.H.A.N

why? HANDPHones specifically

what a boring day...after final...nothing to do..

mm...someone told me that...

yah..XXX rated...BUKAN XoXo!

sayang..please stay

wah.its been a while

aiman..a reminder for u

impossible

the story bornD from this song...Its FAKE!

i think this really suits my feeling towards ya

is dis for real or just a dream?will it be true?

miss saltrree dah selamat menjejak kaki ke tanah Berik Betis...

for u

me kch alone now

my bestest frens ever...miss all of u

aku bosan aku boring aku tension aku gila

happy happy happy but sad sad sad

A MUST DOWNLOAD SONG...

what a Sunday...

nana..amoyy~~~!

love...what is it anyway?

huhu...

beren @ brand @ bren @ rasa branded jak kau..ukk aaa

THESE are what suit u guys...

here we go again..

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