is dis for real or just a dream?will it be true?

is dis real?..am i totally in luv...am i the only one who haf dis feelings in dis relationship?am i the only want who is trying to do the best for this relationship?yeah..it seems to be like it...i dunno..owh how i just wishd we could even talk bout it..without getting any Seriously hEart-damaged....

just want to be wif u...next to u...there for u...one for u...but i dunno how to even ask u....u know what..coz im just afraid everything will change...n u will leave me...duh...why.......why must it be dis way.....all i want to hear that...the conditions...our conditions....what is happening....who is dat person....ergh....I m so damn jealous ....but yeah....i dunno how to let it out....mmm...am i dreaming...will my dream come true?....u haf d answer to all of my question...i do luv u...i do like u like crazeeee....but...i dunno how to express it to u..coz im afraid....to me...theres a chance of 50% ill haf u..n 50% ill lose u...mm...whyyyyyyyyyyyy